o amor que nunca deixei eclodir agora procura seu espaço, o amor por mim mesma! selfish love.

You'll have the chance to see with your own eyes the acts that show my true feelings, to feel in your own skin the caress I ever wanted to give, to hear with your own ears the testimonials of the things that were did in name of this feeling... and yet, I know for sure, you won't believe any of those. You'll see in my eyes, you will feel within your heart, and yet you will blame me for all the troubles I've caused in your heart for years, for being selfish in my youth, for make you cry alone, to make you suffer, to bear to know everything about my life like i wasn't [in an unshelttered way] worrying about that. But I am still selfish enough to want you to witness al the love I have for you, I am selfish like you because I will let you know everything about my feelings for you and won't let you experience it.All that you've got by now is everything you will always get. I want you. I love you. I wanted to be with you right now, I could have done it but, like you choose, I chosen.