Wrote on bus stop, while waiting my own bus...

I'm surelly need someone to talk.

I misss so much clever, braintalk. I fear I can't do it anymore and need to prove to myself that my feelings and other sensation is real or not. So I need a doctor again...

It's a poor thing to admit I need to pay someone to hear me, but I need.

I can feel no friendly  eyes upon me and I'm beeing sick of it. Have he noticed it and do not  know how to help, or didin't?

Answer me...

I am search for (on) everything trying to find something to reach. Don't wanna be alone.

I feel it.

I have pets, cats, and they do some company but they don't talk. I don't want to talk nothing stupid but I don't wanna shut up and down in silence. It's not my way. It's not the one they used to know. I changed, yes, but not that much that my needs are all differents.

It's time for me to go now, fare thee well.