~ last flow ~

i was just thinking now
and seing my sad face on the nothing
in a truth, i cannot see me no more
like i used to see before
i sit on my bed, in the dark of my room
with a candlelight dying
and i feel my tears
and my lips are smiling

there is a cry in my smile
swimming in a blood pool
red tears falling from my eyes
my life is fading... again

today i had a empty day
but the night is calling my name
from an hour or more
and i cannot see the moon
the rain is covering my sky
i was just thinking of me
selfish song with noone
not even me...

there is a cry in my smile (everytime)
swimming on a blood pool (swallow)
red tears falling from my eyes (licking)
razorblades on my hands
my sky is dying... with me

this rain is so grateful
and thinking on this
lost in memories that was so good
now makes me stops my whole life
and say goodbye

there was a cry in my smile (and they couldn't see)
swimming on a blood pool (flowing)
the water cleaning my veins
a smile... for never

apenas um escrito meio antigo... de um mês atrás... virão mais logo... estou reticente... nervosa... detesto estar sendo testada, detesto uma porção de coisas.
estou agitada por causa do nervosismo, isso me deixa com insônia e isso definitivamente é bem desagradável para quem vai prestar maldito vestibular no dia seguinte.
não esotu disposta a escrever agora, embora esteja sentindo a necessidade de sair daqui senão vou explodir.